Far From The Usual

I don’t really quite understand myself lately or maybe I’m just denying it. I seem so irritable and get so easy angered. I try to understand the situations and yeah, I understand them but I the one thing I don’t get is why I get angry at certain points of the situation. Maybe I’m not in the mood or something? Hungry? Err.. Not hungry, I’ve been eating a lot and didn’t even gain a few pounds <,< *sucks* Maybe the recent events made me like this. Somehow the stressors just got me down and I never expected it. Even though these things got me down, I somehow were able to cope up but not enough. Some people even said to me that I’m far from the usual me. Hot headed and really not in the mood for happy stuff. Hmm.. Hoping that I’d be able to get through all these problems before the second semester starts.. So much conflict, I can’t even work properly..

~ by dchen on October 21, 2008.