Failed To Be Myself.

I failed to be myself today and it really disappointed me about myself. I want to be me again but something is just wrong.. I feel wrong everywhere I go. I think I’m coming down with something and hoping to get through this. A bit sad and somewhat happy of some events that happened today but if I weigh it all.. Sad weighs more than happiness. I feel so vulnerable right now.. I don’t know if I should be happy and all that but someone noticed that I wasn’t myself since yesterday. It makes me to just want to stay in a corner and face the wall.. Someone talked to me about it and I am willing to share but only to trusted me. Well, I’m hoping I could trust them and all that. Haii… What I want to do right now is probably just to stay quiet all the time. I don’t wanna say something that just might hurt someone.

I WANNA BE MYSELF AGAIN! PLEASE!

I’m Sorry…

(To my dearest readers, if you find it corny, then please ignore this and you’ll be doing me a big favor.)

~ by dchen on February 28, 2008.